I'm feeling sick and squirmy thinking about this time last year. I don't know what I'm supposed to do or feel... I don't know if I should...
yea, I just don't know.
I want to write and record a new eulogy... I need to make time and not just half-compose things in my head while driving around.
Just about this time last year Patty entered hospice. I wish they would update their "We celebrate the lives of page..." It feels awful to complain about such an incredible place and it seems like a stupid wish to have/enunciate when I'm full ONLY of wishes... and when what I really really wish is that Patty could have been happy and healthy and, duh, alive.
Gotto go.
Pics of my sweet boys from 31 May.
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